ash, satin, satin buttons, fortunes, 2024
9.25” x 9.25” 3” each; 9.25” x 9.25” x 18.5” stacked
Sometimes a fortune will say, “A surprise gift will bring you joy,” or “A lifetime of precious moments with loved ones is coming.” And I will daydream and wait for those moments to come for the rest of the day, or even for longer. Or even getting fortunes in the middle of October that say, “In August you will...” will make me think and I am pretty sure knowing myself, I will randomly remember these specific fortunes on a random day in August and just think about them. I get convinced too easily and I imbue meanings too easily. And it is hard for me to let go of things.
I realized while experiencing the ritual that although it forces me to discard the fortunes, it is not an immediate disposal of them, unlike the ritual that my Degree Project explores. Maybe it is because I still want to linger on the fortunes and the false hope that they give me for just a little bit longer... 𓇢